Why most people nowadays suka mainkan hati orang? Those fr girls and boys too. Tak tahu ke sakit dia tu perit dia tu? Then why must bagi janji janji palsu kalau tak mampu nak tunaikan? I've been hurt too much nd much. And i dont know howto restart my life again. Im freaking miss the old me. I just wanna my old me back. I miss my smile my laugh again. Cause know wht am i doing all of this shit just pretending. Doesnt want ma friends ask me eh beb kau asal moody je? Kau kenapa sedih? Beb smile pls/ tak mau la sedih sedih. Ha ha ha i have to hide my pain to face all of them. Someone told me, jangan terlampau mengharap sangat dia jodoh kita. Auch im totally hurts enough. Now, i know. and now i realize dat kita such a human mampu merancang je tapi semuanya tuhan yang tentu kan. Kenapa perasaan sayang ni perlu ada? Kenapa perasaan suka ni perlu ada? Why? Kalau tahu perasaan ni ada, taknak membesar. I jst wanna be a kid. Jadi kanak kanak lagi best life dorg. Takde nak sedih sedih macam ni, nak nangis sekuat hati pun boleh. Now? Kalau nak menangis pun kene menyorok tanak org tahu yang kita ni sedih. If i could turn back my life, i dont want this feelings. I dont want! To easy fall inlove. Senang sangat cair. I wish i can restart my life again. But? hm. No matter wht happen, perasaan ni pun dah tak boleh buang. Im too much love him. Too much. ya i know even though he hurts me too much but deep inside i still care about him. even selalu maki hamun but deep inside my heart i doesnt mean anything. I jst want him to know dat i've been broken too much. Nothing can fix my heart again. Nasi dah jadi bubur. Nak taknak, kita kena terima jugak qada' dan qadar. Allah knows the best for us. Keep praying. Start with bismillah and we need to face it no matter what happen. End with alhamdulillah. Sakit macam mana pun hati kita, knows wht always remmeber dat allah always by ur side. Remember, dalam relay memang banyak dugaan. Kene kuat kena tabah. trust him. no lies. Insyaallah you can have this happiness. 

Why most people nowadays suka mainkan hati orang? Those fr girls and boys too. Tak tahu ke sakit dia tu perit dia tu? Then why must bagi janji janji palsu kalau tak mampu nak tunaikan? I've been hurt too much nd much. And i dont know howto restart my life again. Im freaking miss the old me. I just wanna my old me back. I miss my smile my laugh again. Cause know wht am i doing all of this shit just pretending. Doesnt want ma friends ask me eh beb kau asal moody je? Kau kenapa sedih? Beb smile pls/ tak mau la sedih sedih. Ha ha ha i have to hide my pain to face all of them. Someone told me, jangan terlampau mengharap sangat dia jodoh kita. Auch im totally hurts enough. Now, i know. and now i realize dat kita such a human mampu merancang je tapi semuanya tuhan yang tentu kan. Kenapa perasaan sayang ni perlu ada? Kenapa perasaan suka ni perlu ada? Why? Kalau tahu perasaan ni ada, taknak membesar. I jst wanna be a kid. Jadi kanak kanak lagi best life dorg. Takde nak sedih sedih macam ni, nak nangis sekuat hati pun boleh. Now? Kalau nak menangis pun kene menyorok tanak org tahu yang kita ni sedih. If i could turn back my life, i dont want this feelings. I dont want! To easy fall inlove. Senang sangat cair. I wish i can restart my life again. But? hm. No matter wht happen, perasaan ni pun dah tak boleh buang. Im too much love him. Too much. ya i know even though he hurts me too much but deep inside i still care about him. even selalu maki hamun but deep inside my heart i doesnt mean anything. I jst want him to know dat i've been broken too much. Nothing can fix my heart again. Nasi dah jadi bubur. Nak taknak, kita kena terima jugak qada' dan qadar. Allah knows the best for us. Keep praying. Start with bismillah and we need to face it no matter what happen. End with alhamdulillah. Sakit macam mana pun hati kita, knows wht always remmeber dat allah always by ur side. Remember, dalam relay memang banyak dugaan. Kene kuat kena tabah. trust him. no lies. Insyaallah you can have this happiness.